
I’ve been so lazy lately, I’m sorry… So many things to draw about, plenty of time but no feeling. You know? I’ve got no feeling, not right now. I’m wishing it to be back soon. Can’t take this much longer.

Do you know the feeling when you’re so happy in your dream that you don’t want to wake up / Last night I had one of those dreams. I was so happy, I had found my true soulmate / But nothing good last forever and so my soulmate died. It was weird to wake up in the morning and feel sad because of it. Even if I knew it was just a dream.

Sonia Jach & Crystal Castles

Tuesday was supposed to be the “school day” for me / [Phone: Come eat some cake I have a birthday party???] / So that’s where it all went wrong /so soon I caught a bus! / [This is how touch I looked that day] / I was treated like a princess, a vespa ride from the bus stop / It was nice, a warm day and we were out on the terrace / Later in the evening we played drinking game (lemon juice <3) / In some point people fell asleep / As you can imagine the morning was a whole new story

My four-day weekend ended with a visit at Rebecca’s / Rebecca introduced me to Jack and tried teaching me some moves with no success / We went to do some grocery shopping and started to cook / TORTILLA TIME / The meat was a bit spicy but who cares / The best thing happened to one of the tortillas / we were heating it up and forgot it in the microwave oven / and it became this hard, weird thing but it tasted good anyway

On Saturday I met Iita in the city centre. The day before we planned something and now we were there to make it come true / I quickly bought some stuff I needed for the thing / (Hey girls, what are you having?) / Soon we were waiting for our jewellery to be nice and clean / Iita was the first victim / It was tough / I was the second one / Soon we said thank you and headed for some shops to find a dress for Iita’s graduation party / we didn’t spend too much time on it, just went back to my place to cook / We cooked a huge bowl of lens soup and it was so good. Had some ice cream with fruits for dessert / and teemu came over too <3

The morning was so slow, it was like being in coma of some kind / Slowly I crawled out of my bed, made some phone calls and soon Anni was there at my place / It was great to have a pretty lady like that come over when you yourself look like shit / We baked some brownies for a picnic / made quite a mess but they were good anyway / Suddenly Helinä came and I needed to change my clothes / So we said goodbye to Anni and cycled to Ainola park / It was nice to talk about everything and just eat and stuff / In the evening we went to see a concert at Bysis. We also went to see Nuusa and friends and bumped into Iita / Tatsi had a lovely tingling necklace / (I was so sure Nuusa and Iita already knew each other but seems like I was wrong)

On Wednesday I felt like it would be nice to see some of my friends / We made some plans at school and soon we had a cute little gang / and so we met in the evening / (we had some home-made pizza) / we gathered our money and visited a local store / total: 8 € / and we had a little reckless drive with kids’ shopping cart / we were eating so much candy / and talking / and we felt so calm and serene / we had some matresses on the kitchen floor / so there we were / not talking at all